I'm going to miss you

"Its not the breaking up that haunts you, its the flashbacks and memories that follows you."
I'm not affected by losing you.
I'm hurting because of the memories we had. I'm haunted by our happy moments together.

When you,
Backhug me.
Intertwine our fingers.
Suddenly kiss me.
Stroke my hair.
Tell me how much you love me.

I won't be able to forgive myself for letting you go, but I know its the right thing to do.
"When you love something, set it free. And if its meant to be, It'll find its way back to you." Thats the quote we've all been taught since young. And I have not understood it until now.

I'm letting you go to find the happiness that you truly deserve. To find the special someone who will treat you better than I did. To find someone who will accept your flaws no matter what.
I know you'll be better off without me. I know you can find someone better. And I know I'm being selfish for wanting to keep you to myself even though it doesn't do you any good.

I'll be strong, I'll let you go. I'll let us go.
You have claimed a special place in my heart and you will forever remain as the special someone who has made me into a better person.
End 20.09.16.